a post for you

since this is a post
just for you
it has to be in English

you know what
i really thought that 2yrs shouldn't be a big deal
i really think so.....
but, the fact told me that
it is not


just a half year
everything had changed
you no longer looking for me
i told myself that you are busy
it's ok...i should be more considerate

but, i no longer can be that anymore
while i thought that u r busy
in fact, u r together with someone
or others
u starting to neglect me
i dont know why

you know
all the while
i do not care the 'like' and 'comment' on facebook
but, i care yours
u 'like' and 'comment' others' post
what about me?
u did not see me
or u just not bother about me?
ya....i think that i am childish

no more caring from u
no wishes
no chat
no more news from u

maybe i did something which u dont like
but i did not aware about it
but i just really dont know
what had happened

i know that
everything should be ended
but, giving up something that u believe it should be urs
is quite difficult
plus, it is in such dont-know-what-happened situation

i postpone the deadline
again and again
as the chance for you
and also for me

well, i think that
the final deadline, should be there
i know that you will never come to my convocation
but i still have a little bit expectation

the result is obvious
u did not appear
i had became someone
not important in your life

shhh.....

anyhow
i still want to say thanks to u
thanks for giving me memory in that short 1 yr
thanks for accompany me in facing all the situations

you,
will still be my senior
always be

in case u wonder is it u who i am referring to, this is the hint

nice to meet you,
senior.

p/s: seriously, i wonder will u see this post, or just ignore it as u ignore my other posts